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Dec 26

To my Divine Partner – Sacred Union – My Deep Longing For The Feminine

By Jeremy Creager | Notes from My Journal , Relationships , Sexuality Awareness , Shadow Work

(Disclaimer: This is past writings from my personal journaling that I am sharing with you here on my blog, so I may or may not be in the same place/space as I was back then when I wrote it and most likely have done lots of deep healing and growth from then till present day.

I share to offer inspiration for your own journeys as well as to witness the healing, growth and progress within myself, also to be seen, heard, felt and loved in my openness and vulnerability, as well as practicing improvements in my writing abilities… Thank you for your love and support.)

(Image below was found on this site!)

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My Journaling Notes from Friday 12-27-2013

My dear beloved oh how it has been a journey…
Each and every day I long for you…
Some days are better then others…
Life brings me ups and downs…
Emotions of all sorts comes and goes like waves…

I may not have always known it, but I have been searching for you all my life.
I know the truth that you are already with me and we are one, yet I drive myself crazy sometimes looking within every pretty women to see if your there.

I scan each room I enter looking for you. I wait to meet you in the women (in every woman I have ever met) that can really meet me deep enough to melt our souls into one again.

In my longing for Divine Union I have lusted over many beautiful women, I have paid for Tantric “spiritual massages with happy endings” bodywork, I have jacked-off to porn off and on for years, I have paid for sex multiple times.

I have seduced women with my charm into having sex with me thinking I’m doing it with a kind (really just wounded) heart, I have tricked past lovers into creating circle relationships all in the name of love, I have attracted friends with benefits, I have attended many sexuality workshops looking for a, the connections that would lead me to you.

I feel lost, desperate and weak at times.
I struggle with self-discipline and feel out of control sometimes with my sexual energy and desires. My shadow side wants to just settle with “getting laid”.

For Example: Hitting on the cute young women at the coffee stand that I go to in the morning dose not feel right as I know they are not my twin flame, just by looking into there eyes, as pretty as they are. My drive to sleep with them is not pure or with pure love.
Paying for sex seems the easiest for my ego, but feels in the least alignment for Divine Union attraction work.
Finding a “friend with benefits” also does not feel so sacred either. Even with a soul/friend/mate that knows we are not twin flames and wants only a non-sexual friendship.

I want to remain open in love and not closed off to having sex and making love, I want it to be sacred and Divine.

I have been a very sexual and open person most of my life.

Yet I also have a dark shadow side I am working on bringing more light to.

This is why I am sharing this, because as I work on opening up my heart more and more, I get waves of sexual desires that hit every few days or for many days on end even.

Dear Divine Lover,
please support me…
please send me your love and strength so I may be strong…
my heart cry’s in pain and I feel even sadder knowing you can also feel the pain in my heart as well.
I am here ready for you and your unconditional love you have for all of me.
The front of my heart space feels so heavy with deep pain and sadness.
I want to be strong for you.
My love I long to hold you and to be in your arms…
I long for your softness, your joy, your beauty and compassion…
you are my Angel, my Divine light, and I thank you for blessing me with your healing halos that cleanse my space…
I long for our sacred connection into the deep pure love that we are…

I pray that you are all right, that you are OK, that all is well with you. I pray that we will know each other without a doubt when we look into each other’s eyes, when we feel our energy fields collide in physical space.

 

I pray that your heart does not hurt like mine dose…

I pray you are full of joy and loving life to the fullest…

I pray that you lose yourself in music and dance…

I pray you enjoy the beauty of mother earth as often as you can.

I want you to know I have amazing people in my life helping me in opening into more love so that we will reunite soon in this lifetime.

 

People like Azra Bertrand and Seren Swannesha Bertrand, like JahSun White Eagle Martini and his family, and so many others/mentors/supporters/other participants of the Womb Awakening journey’s, as well as many other family and friends that hold us in the highest light of love.

I feel so blessed. I feel so loved.

I know my work in healing may not ever end like piling many layers of an onion in order to get to the heart of pure love, but I wonder how much of the pain I do feel in my heart is just longing for you, for Divine Union and Sacred Feminine Partnership with my Twin Soul.

I know I also feel more anger and rage in my heart space and sadness I need to still work on, but still, I can feel a whole new level of my heart being cracked open when in your presence, and I will work on as much as I can for however long it takes, no matter what.

How much of this heart pain is just my longing for you Divine Twin Soul, how much is from my hunger to be in Sacred Union again?

Thank you all for reading, for your love and support!

Many blessings,
Jeremy Dylan Creager

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Oct 23

~ My Sexual Shadow Desires and Dissatisfaction ~

By Jeremy Creager | Jeremy Creager , Personal Growth , Relationships , Sexuality Awareness , Shadow Work

Here is my writing for today as my heart pounds in fear to share this with you all…

Been really feeling this intense energetic pain in my chest for the last 2 weeks and so looking forward to moving through and past this energy, so really hoping that sharing this shadow out in the light will help release it.

My apologies for how long this one is, normally I try to shorten them but this is all that just needed to be said.

Here you go, enjoy!

~ My Sexual Shadow Desires and Dissatisfaction ~

I feel this shadow is really hard for me to drop into and write about right now…

This one brings up shame and wants to stay in secrecy.

And yet I also in the past have written about this before a few times.

So let me drop down into this shadow of sexual desires and dissatisfaction as i call forth to feel it fully.

In this stage of my life at age 34 as a single man that has been consciously working on my relationship with this specific shadow for quite a while now.

I feel at times intensely both the desire to explore deeper into these shadows and on the other side I feel the pure innocent desire to transcend these sexual shadows and return back to love and innocence with my relationship to women and the feminine both within and without.

Hence this writing process of open honest vulnerability speaking my truth around these shadows…

One of the first things that is coming up for me is my physical sexual desires for some of my female friends (that I feel are not my beloved twin soul), but yet a desire at times for them because they are sexy and beautiful physically to me as well as the friendship and already quality connection we have.

On many levels at least in the past, given the right time and space I am/have been open to connect with almost any woman sexually just for the pure physical pleasure of it.

But I also want heart connection with love as I know that kind of sexual experiences for me are the best with someone of loving connection on a heart and soul level is the best for me.

Ultimately I know deep down I truly want true love sacred union with my divine partner soulmate twin flame loving intimacy and only this kind of sexual connection with my beloved.

I feel that my sexual shadow desires has in the past sometimes wanted to play with lower vibrational frequency women without heart and soul connection for fear of getting hurt emotionally, so in some ways it has felt safe to connect sexually with women I know I would not “fall for” in a romantic relationship way…

As I write this I am feeling I want to drop down deeper into this, into these feelings and into these shadows.

Into the forbidden, into the taboo, into the socially conditioned shamefulness of sexual desires.

Into the seduction and manipulation of women to “get” sex…

Into paying for a woman’s body for sexual connection and release.

Into the shadow desire of sexually using a woman and her body…

Into just the idea of and my desire of watching porn, even the kind of forced sex, rape for the wanting to punish her to punish the feminine, or even the idea of using her body sexually when she is sleeping and passed out…

Why, what is the attraction for all this and for gang banging and degrading, miss using and abusing a woman sexually?

Why does part of me want & desire the pure innocence and loving sexual connection with a woman and another part of me, the shadow part of me wants no heart, soul and emotional connection but rather desires only physical limited pleasure and gratification in a way that perceives Women without souls, but instead just their bodies used as possessions for a man’s pleasure.

Is this not sickening?
What is this evil inside of me, inside of a mans psyche?

I so deeply in my darkest shadow desire sex from women, to cover up, to hide from, and suppress down, ironically my anger pain and sadness with and around my relationship to women and the feminine.

For all the times I was hurt and felt betrayed, left, cheated on and abandoned by women in my life, for all the times I was not wanted, not desired back, was used for my good heart but teased by there sexual wilds with no intentions of really connecting with me on a sexual level…

Look but no touch…
Tease but no play…

So many women will “give it up” for money but not for love or intimacy… I mean really, how easy is it for a man to wave fucking cash in some women’s faces to get them to have sex, but tell them your open to a loving sexual connection for the fun and pleasure of it, and its like I am the evil one, the creep, the weird guy or the poor lustful man that they can use and manipulate to get what they want.

All that plus more built up inside of me, the pain sadness and anger in my heart.

I in my wounded space just want sex to take it out on women with lower level sexual interactions, because I feel lost, helpless, confused, hopeless, lonely, desperate, not worthy, unloved, shameful, and betrayed by the women in my life and the women of this world.

All of this brings up Dissatisfaction within and for me…

As awesome, wonderful, beautiful learning growth lessons I have had with women in my life and the relationships I have had in the past, that still there is this level of dissatisfaction that makes me mad for the pain and sadness I feel in my heart and soul…

Even when I have acted out of my sexual shadow desires with women over and over again and again even with some of the physical gratification yet still and always there is that underlining dissatisfaction I feel.

To me sex almost always feels good on a physical level but without love present there is always a feeling of dissatisfying feeling afterwards and sometime during and before the act.

This also includes self pleasuring as well for me…

As much as I have grown to be discussed with porn, yet I still have not been fully able to let it go and this brings dissatisfaction to me as well.

It’s like this endless downward spiral cycle of dissatisfaction in my chest heart space that I want to suppress pushed down and numb by having more dissatisfying sex without love and true intimacy that in turn just adds to and builds more of the same uncomfortable feeling in my heart and chest.

Dissatisfaction that I have not yet healed these sexual shadows within me.

Dissatisfaction for the collective programing and conditioning within our society of these sexual shadow desires that we are born into and including all the sexual abuse passed down within our cellular memory DNA…

The anger and sadness about all this in my heart is dissatisfying to me.

What these Sexual Shadow Desires and Dissatisfactions are trying to save me from is fully feeling all the pain within around my feeling of disconnect with the feminine…

It’s trying to save me from being more hurt by women and my relationship with them…

It’s trying to save me from surrendering in what has seemed to be (and in my judgment generally speaking) a unsafe world of women that are mostly conditioned to be not loyal and unfaithful, not honest even to themselves and insecure selfish little girls that don’t know what they want trapped in a woman’s body repressed of their own personal power trying to manipulate their way out within their own anger and rage towards men that they don’t trust…

It’s trying to save me from “falling in love” with the wrong woman again…

It’s trying to save me from healing and growing to a level where I would give up and not at all want to play in any of my sexual shadow realms again, for fear of loss or the illusion of loss, as in loss of sexual opportunities that I would no longer be interested in from a state of true love and innocence.

What my Sexual Shadow Desires and Dissatisfactions want the world to know that I am not perfect, that I feel deep pain of separation to the feminine and for the true longing for divine feminine union with sacred masculine both within and without.

It wants the world to know that I want forgiveness, that I want to be forgiven and that I want to forgive my past relationships, and the women and the feminine in my life I feel hurt from.

It wants the world to know that I am sorry for all my wrong doing with my sexual shadows.

It wants the world to know that I am scared of true love as much as I long for it, that I won’t recognize it if it was standing in front of me.

My sexual shadow desires and dissatisfactions needs safety, needs to be honored and loved, needs forgiveness, needs to be nurtured, held, excepted and supported in healing of growth back home to love and innocence.

In my body this sexual shadow desires and dissatisfactions feels like intense energetic emotional pain, sharp deep and heavy in my chest like an endless black whole, a void missing the one and only true thing that matters in life, true love and connection to pure innocence with my beloved and the divine feminine in union with sacred masculine, both and first within me and without.

It feels exhausted and tired in my arms and legs…

If feels like a burning in my upper chest and throat…

It feels like shame behind my eyes.

The color of this sexual shadow desires and dissatisfactions for me is blood Red and Black.

Thank you for letting me share this journey of my sexual shadow desires and dissatisfactions with you.

Many Blessings,
Jeremy Dylan Creager

 

PS. As always I welcome your comments, questions and feedback below, and feel free to share as well. Thank you!

May 02

Join Us This Weekend May 6-8 for some Ecstasy and Alchemy

By Jeremy Creager | Sexuality Awareness , Workshops & Events

Hello Brothers and Sisters,

This message is brought to you from the home office of Leah Rose Duke and Jeremy Creager.

We have just celebrated our 5 year anniversary and we have found ourselves diving way deep together and still working on our relationship every day.

Looking back, the key to our successful relationship has been always working on ourselves as individuals and keeping the intimacy strong in our relationship. One of the ways that we do that is by attending workshops and retreats hosted by high quality, high vibrational teachers, leaders and visionaries.

We know it is last minute but we wanted to share an upcoming event that we are both going to be participating in this weekend May 6-8th 2011. It is called Ecstasy and Alchemy: Shamanic Tantric Training Retreat. This weekend workshop is dedicated to all those who want to push their evolutionary edge and transcend limits that hold us back in ourselves, our relationships and our sexuality.

Andrew Barnes and Leyolah Antara just spoke at the Sex and Consciousness Conference in Sedona, Az over this past weekend, and have agreed to offer a training retreat here in the Bay Area.

For those who really want to take your next step; you should jump on this rare opportunity to experience their united forces, which are being offered for the first time here in the United States.

We don’t know when there will be another chance like this one. We personally can’t wait to experience the new heights this is going to take our relationship and the depth of service this training is going to bring to our professional practice.

This workshop is for singles and couples.

We look forward to meeting those of you who will be joining us while riding our edge on this journey of personal evolution.

For more info or to attend, please visit:
http://jeremycreager.com/ecstasy-and-alchemy-tantric-shamanic-training-retreat-level-1
or contact the host and enrollment coordinator Yarah Volkman at:
Connections@YarahVolkman.com 831-331-6232

Blessings,
Leah Rose Duke & Jeremy Creager

P.S. Please forward and share this to anyone you feel may be interested.

Apr 22

Our Connections Have Inspired Me!

By Jeremy Creager | Jeremy Creager , MKP Mankind Project , Personal Growth , Sexuality Awareness , Workshops & Events

by Jeremy Dylan Creager on Thursday, April 21, 2011 at 11:39pm

Hi friends,

 

Our connection has inspired me, so this is not a short message but if you want to know me more and what my life is all about these days, then keep reading…

 

So, what are you into?

 

I would bet that if you truly are friends with me you are also into deep personal and spiritual growth and or making streams of money from home.

 

If you are in love with doing deep personal and spiritual growth work then you are like me.

 

I have a deep passion in Sexual Healing for the Divine Feminine (and Masculine) and invite you to check this out: Tantra and Ecstasy: Love, Sex and Evolution Retreats for Artists, Entrepreneurs, Leaders, Teachers & Healers at:

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Also, as a man committed to your inner growth and the growth of the men in your life, I invite you to check out The ManKind Project at http://www.MKP.org/

 

I am very passionate about this work. I have built relationships with men of Integrity, depth and that choice to live lives of mission in accountable communities.

 

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I have done and still do many kinds of workshops, retreats and events but MKP is my biggest focus for my inner growth these days.

 

How many man do you know that are willing to look at there own shit or even own there shadow side and also allow themselves to be seen in their gold?

 

My Integrity Vision and Intentions

 

*I see a world where every government and religious figure has raised their level of integrity to share with the world.

 

*I see a world where people only watched TV stations from the ones that all owners and employees have integrity by job requirement.

 

*I see a world where all parents know and embody integrity for setting an example for their children.

 

*I see an online spreading of integrity awareness.

 

*I see Integrity giving us courage for facing our shadows and demons.

 

My theory is that there is a need to learn and teach the vibration of integrity on this planet today.  I think the world needs to see the value of living fully with and of integrity.

 

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Blessings of love and light my friend,

Jeremy

 

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Apr 20

Tantra and Ecstasy: Love, Sex and Evolution Retreats for Artists, Entrepreneurs, Leaders, Teachers & Healers

By Jeremy Creager | Sexuality Awareness , Workshops & Events

Hi, Jeremy here :) blessings my Tantra friends!

Any of my success in relationships and business has come from the depths from witch I truly know myself. I have used Tantra as a tool for deep personal growth and pleasure along my life journey.

The Meaning of “Tantra”

The word “tantra” is derived from the combination of two words “tattva” and “mantra”. “Tattva” means the science of cosmic principles, while “mantra” refers to the science of mystic sound and vibrations. Tantra therefore is the application of cosmic sciences with a view to attain spiritual ascendancy. In another sense, tantra also means the scripture by which the light of knowledge is spread: Tanyate vistaryate jnanam anemna iti tantram.

It’s no secret, I know you have sex too. ;)

We are all human, we have all been created by sex and most all of us have sex but do we use sex as a tool for growth as well as pleasure?

This is why I look deeper into Tantra in face of my fears.

As an entrepreneur and someone that has always been very passionate about my relationships I have learned to use life as a tool to love to learn and to grow. I love to dig deep within myself to live more fully, to love unconditionally, to know intimately myself better so that I can offer my unique divine gifts to the world faster and wider.

I have used Tantra and Sexual Healing in my life for years to connect deeper and understand myself, to help me manifest love in my life and to go deeper into intimacy creating a stronger solid trusting healthy passionate relationships based on honesty, love, integrity, fun, attraction and growth.

I am on a mission to make a positive impact into your life and those you love.

I want to share this helpful little article about Tantra as a path for Evolution by my good friend Leyolah Antara the founder of Kundalini Dance.

But after you read below don’t forget to check out the details for the up coming Bay Area Ecstasy and Alchemy: Tantric Shamanic Training Retreat Level 1 with Andrew Barnes & Leyolah Antara


 

Tantra and Ecstasy: Love, Sex and Evolution

By Leyolah Antara

The path of Tantra transforms sex into a spiritual practice, where through the sacred act of divine union we open up a gateway to oneness with the creative field of life. This opens our body mind vessel as an instrument for the creative impulse of life to express through us and we become instruments for the evolution of humanity. The ancient yogis and yoginis of India referred to the exploration of sexual energy for the purpose of transformation, spiritual awakening, enlightenment and physical rejuvenation as Tantra. The essence of Tantra being where we allow the free flow of sexual energy, yet containing it and allowing it to rise into higher creative expression.

 

Tantric energy orgasm is when the sensation of orgasm moves beyond the pleasure in your genitals and travels up through your central energy channel and illuminates and fills your whole body with light. Then you feel the ecstatic bliss and deep peace of whole bodied ecstatic orgasm in every cell.

 

When I rise my sexual energy through my body, it literally light’s me up. My consciousness expands and I feel instantly more radiant and heart centered. My mind becomes centered in the still point, the place within me that is peaceful and already awake, free and eternal.  As my sexual energy rises through my energy body it feels like warm, luminous, golden light traveling within me, melting stress and tension, deeply relaxing me. This process of tantric awakening has expanded my consciousness into recognizing the unlimited potential I have to create positive change both for myself and for the greater good and flourishing of all humanity.

 

I feel passionate about transmitting the tantric energy keys, as I feel that this is a crucial next step for humanities evolution. Imagine if the collective mass began to awaken their tantric energy pathways and rise their sexual energy up to the higher chakras, awakening higher consciousness in this way.

 

The Kundalini Dance practice I have been developing and teaching for the last 20 years supports the process of ones tantric awakening, as in the practice we clear the chakras and open the tantric energy pathways. Then when you are making love your sexual energy naturally rises up through the tantric energy circuits. That is when we experience our sexual energy as an evolutionary impulse that transforms and awakens higher consciousness, creativity and passion for life.

 

The first step on our tantric initiation is to allow ourselves to begin to shamanically clear suppressed emotion in the solar plexus, so that the energy can rise to the higher chakras. The solar plexus chakra is the seat of the emotional body and is often blocked due to past emotional suppression. This is particularly evident in men in western cultures, who are conditioned to not show their emotions. That is why men often find it more challenging than women to feel the bliss of full bodied ecstatic orgasmic sex. Once the solar plexus is cleared our sexual energy can rise to our hearts. That’s when the full bodied orgasmic, ecstatic fun, really starts. When we raise our sexual energy to our hearts, we feel the source of love expanding within us, strengthening our love for ourselves and our beloveds.

 

To really open into deep tantric union requires us to open our hearts both to our beloved and to source. Opening our hearts, requires us to open to our vulnerability, to open to feeling pain that we have buried deep within. It is easier to stay open sexually without it being connected to our hearts as we don’t need to feel the sadness, the pain, the past hurt. Which we often bury deep and build protective body armour around. As we rise our sexual energy to the heart it dissolves the armour, the protection, in order for the armour to dissolve we need to feel it, to express to let go.

The Kundalini Dance ceremonies are a safe container in which to feel and release old suppressed emotions. Emotional release involves the whole body. There is movement, sound and energy associated with each emotion and until the stagnation is freed up the emotion will remain as a holding pattern in the body.

 

The truth is we are not our emotions or our thoughts, we are the timeless, spacious vast essence of infinite love and creative consciousness at our core. In our Kundalini Dance practice we center into the stillness of our inner light. Our inner light, the love within radiates through the shadow, the bodily tensions, the contractions of fear, the layers of physical protection and body armour. Dissolving all in love.

Culturally and collectively we are shifting out of an entire cycle and we are now witnessing a gradual inner mutation, embracing our sexual energy as an evolutionary current will move us towards higher consciousness, greater freedom, and greater synergy. Come and join us in the exploration.

 

Thanks and blessings,

 

PS. Remember to check out the details for the up coming Bay Area Ecstasy and Alchemy: Tantric Shamanic Training Retreat Level 1 with Andrew Barnes & Leyolah Antara

 

PSS. Help spread the word by sharing and twitting this post to your friends so we can all do our part in raising the level of human vibration to compassion and unconditional love.

Leave your comments about tantra below!

 

Oct 08

Tantric Numerology

By Jeremy Creager | Integrity , Jeremy Creager , Personal Growth , Relationships , Sexuality Awareness

Tantric Numerology

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If you want to do your own Tantic Numerology Click Here:
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Tantric Numerology

Name: Jeremy Dylan Creager
Birth date: 06/28/1980

Tantric Numerology – SOUL OF 10

The SOUL Number is the core of your identity. It indicates your own internal relationship with yourself. Your relationship to the infinite, unlimited part of yourself. It is the key to tapping into your creativity and depth.

As soon as you are under stress, you have an internal attitude of “I can’t do it…I just don’t have the energy…Oh God, I’m just not able to…” etc. The world for you seems to be a big Zero! You just can’t seem to make things happen.

This feeling of total weakness and an absolute inability to do anything, alternates with periods where you feel that you can do absolutely anything at all! It is a situation where you feel that you are either “All or Nothing”.

The solution is to meditate, to connect with your Soul, and to develop the attitude of, “I’m going to give it my 150%, no matter what!”.

The essence of your own inner identity is Total Radiance. Who you are, in the highest and deepest essence of your own creativity, is a majestic and royal king or queen; totally courageous and absolutely radiant.

Tantric Numerology – KARMA OF 6

Just as the SOUL number indicates the nature your relationship with your own soul, the KARMA number indicates the nature of your relationships with other people. This is the number that describes your ‘test’ in life… the thing you must break through in order to be successful in your relationships with others.

Your test in life is to live to your word in all your business and personal relationships. You often say things, and then aren’t able to live up to them. Your word lacks power. You are unable to be constant or consistent, to follow things through with concentration and commitment.

The solution is to master your mind and so become one-pointed and gain the ability to be consistent.

Tantric Numerology – GIFT OF 8
This number indicates your natural GIFT in life. This is your God-given talent. You don’t have to work for it; it’s yours… IF you accept it!

The key to accepting your GIFT is to connect with your soul. You cannot accept and use your gift unless you feel that you deserve it. Remember, this gift is already yours. Relax, use it and enjoy it.

Your gift is Fearlessness.

This gift will give you the ability to plan ahead and to help others to get ahead as well. It will enable you to serve many people because it brings with it boundless energy. Your gift will allow you to keep up through every obstacle of life and never quit.

If you keep up on a spiritual path in your life, nothing can ever stop you from achieving your goals. The more you work on yourself, the more your gift will manifest.

Tantric Numerology – DESTINY OF 9
The DESTINY number indicates the main trait that you have worked on within yourself for many lifetimes. It is the thing you have mastered through personal sacrifice and effort. You may not see this mastery in yourself, but in actuality, it shows in everything you do. The destiny number is a description of how OTHER people see you. It is a mirror. It is YOU seen through the eyes of others, not through your own eyes.

People tend to see you as someone who is very competent and masterful in every situation. You find it easy to learn new systems and things very quickly because you have worked on mastering things for many lifetimes.

Tantric Numerology – PATH OF 7
Your PATH number is the key to living a fulfilled life. It is the key to understanding who you are and why you are here on this planet at this time. Your PATH is the the single aspect of yourself that you must manifest in your day to day life in order for you to feel fulfilled and successful within yourself. Without understanding and manifesting your path in your life, you will always feel that ‘something is missing’ from your life. Live your path and all else will work out naturally.

Your key to success in this life is to be kind and merciful to others. You must learn to always uplift all those who surround you, to always give people inspiration, and to make them feel that there is hope where there appears to be no hope. Your presence is very powerful. You are naturally able to uplift others. Use this energy to uplift the humanity through your words, your music, and your actions.

Tantric Numerology

Here is a suggested personal sadhana for Jeremy Dylan Creager:

TO MASTER THE TENTH (RADIANT) BODY:

In order to work on and strengthen your RADIANT BODY you can do any or all of the following yogic techniques:

1. Recite the poem Jap Sahib by Guru Gobind Singh every day.

2. Do the “Guru Gobind Singh Shakti Mantra Meditation”, on page 101 of the manual, KUNDALINI YOGA SADHANA GUIDELINES.

3. Do Archer Pose. Stand with feet wide apart and turn body to face left without moving feet at all. Now raise arms and extend left arm forwards parallel to the ground in a fist with thumb on top (as if holding a bow) and place the right fist close to the right ear (bending the elbow and keeping the bent arm level) as if holding the bowstring. Tense all muscles and breathe DEEPLY from the navel. Reverse posture and repeat. Do this for 11 minutes on each side (left and right) every day.

4. Do “Varuyas Kriya”, which appears on page 67 of the manual KUNDALINI YOGA SADHANA GUIDELINES.

5. Keep your hair long and uncut.

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TO MASTER THE SIXTH (ARC LINE) BODY:

In order to work on and strengthen your ARC LINE you can do any or all of the following yogic techniques:

1. Meditate daily for at least 31 minutes with any meditation.

2. Do the exercise set, “Ajnaa Stimulation Kriya” on page 26 of the manual KEEPING UP WITH KUNDALINI YOGA.

3. Do the meditations on pages 45 and 57 of the manual called MAN TO MAN Part 5.

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