My Shadow Fear, of Not Being Worthy of Love

A journey on the dark side where my shadows hide my fear of not being worthy of love… More pain in my heart, my body shakes and is petrified scared to death that I will die alone without true love sacred union in my life. For all the times I saw the beauty in a […]

My Shadow Fear Of Being Broke Financially

Well my story that I relate to and have told growing up goes like this: With 5 younger brothers and a single mother raising us, sometimes working 2 or ever 3 jobs at a time to take care of us… I still feel like we grow up financially poor… The way I remember it is […]

My Shadow Of, Not Being Man Enough

This shadow is hard for me to write about, hard for me to work on, feel and face, to admit to myself these fears that I have of not being man enough. The tightness in my neck, and the weight of the world on my shoulders makes me want to cry in pain and agony… […]

Red Blood Moon Dancing With The Shadows

Have You Ever Danced With Your Shadows In The Red Moon Light? Take a long deep breath as we go down in the depths of the dark black night… Yes we have danced many times before but now we dance in dislike… For we move around underground eyes open with no visible sight… It’s a […]

Healing My Little Boy’s Wounds On My Way Back To My Beloved Within

I feel a deep hole in my heart, a hole in my chest… it’s a sadness… lonely… A dark void hiding in its own shadows… A hunger, a desire to not be empty inside… A huge craving for sex and or pot to mask the pain… I feel the energetic protection shield that has been […]